We met the other girls at our hostel and had a delicious dinner. We laid low Friday night to be able to catch the bus bright and early to Erawan. Unfortunately, we weren’t the only ones who had the idea of catching the early bus. It was packed. All 7 of us ended up having to stand on another rinky-dink bus for almost an hour and a half bus ride. When we arrived to the waterfalls, we decided we would power up to the 7th tier and take our time on the way down to swim. As we began our hike and were admiring the 1st tier of falls, sure enough those darn monkeys slyly approach me from behind. Good thing Liz was there to warn me. I don’t get it! I had nothing in my hands that the monkey would have wanted, especially food, but maybe my camera?! Idk…either way they freak me out. Thank goodness there weren’t any other hissing monkey encounters like there with my mom and brother.
Today at school, I found out we will only be teaching for another four weeks. I cannot believe time has gone so fast. It seems like just yesterday, I was arriving to Bang Plama and playing ice – breaker activities with my students. Now, I’m already planning their finals. It also seems a little strange that the semester can already be almost over. I don’t feel like I’ve taught much during the second part of the semester; maybe just because last week my students seemed to be more of a challenge than usual, almost like it was the beginning of the semester again. Last Thursday morning, the day I teach all M2’s, started off horrible. As soon as I stepped away from the board and tried conducting a speaking activity for the students, they went nuts. It’s like it’s a free for all when my co-teacher is not in the room; an opportunity for them to run around the classroom while hitting each other in the butt or the head along with screaming and singing at the top of their lungs. The classroom was unmanageable. I couldn’t just laugh it off this time. I left the class feeling very down and disheartened and that my efforts teaching here are a complete waste of time when students act like they did in that class. It is pretty much impossible for me to control the naughty students and still have time to teach the studious ones. Needless to say, I became very frustrated, very fast. I was not looking forward to the rest of the day… thankfully it did become a little better. My disheartened feelings didn’t really go away until the next day when I taught with my M2 co-teacher, Ajarn Napasorn. She asked me when I would be leaving Thailand and said she hoped that I would stay and that she enjoys having me teach here. It was the first time I had gotten any type of feedback on my teaching. It made me feel like my time teaching here has made an impact on my students and their learning. It’s just hard to know the real impact I have had so far when no one evaluates my teaching abilities. Finally, after receiving the comment from Ajarn Napasorn, it gave me a little better idea of how I am doing; but I feel I would benefit more from receiving advice towards the beginning of the semester instead of towards the end. Oh well, some advice and/or comments is better than none at all….Mai pen rai!
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